In light of the recent events involving Baltimore Ravens football player, Ray Rice and his wife Janay, I feel completely compelled and obligated to express my deep concerns about the matter. In no way is this scripted or rehearsed; nor is it edited or revised. It is my raw account of the situation. At this time, I am sure just about everyone in the nation is aware and/or have seen the shocking video footage of the incident in the elevator. I don’t have to know “all the facts” in order to give my opinion. In fact, I don’t even need a video. I would like to first and foremost say that this is not about the fault of the National Football League Commissioner. Nor does the finger get pointed to the media and the general public. The blame lies solely on the coward. It really, REALLY upsets me to know that Domestic Violence exists. Some things in life are preventable; such as obesity or some types of cancer. I fell that DV is alive and well because of US. All of US. As a DV survivor, I can say first hand that there is a way out. No one is deserving of forced misery and fear. To be honest, I don’t know where the disconnect started; giving someone total control and power over your own well being. The mind is a powerful force and unfortunately not always for the greater good. It pains me to see a women give up a part of her soul and spirit, to strengthen someone else’s. As women, we are natural-born nurturers. We want to confront and protect. Maybe that’s why it acceptable to forgive. Where did it start for someone to have such a damaged self-worth?? I wish I could answer my own question, since I was once had that state of mind. I do not even know when or where I gained the courage to walk away. All I can account for are the excuses I made for him and HIS actions. I didn’t want anyone to see the external and internal bruises. I remember the incredible fear; fear of what will happen next; will he really hurt me next time. I was lucky. I am alive. For some people, the results are fatal. Men too are victims; and the numbers are rising. I don’t want it to seem that I am reaching out to just women, no, males too are subjected to DV. It is not socially acceptable for a main to be abused by a woman. But abuse comes in all shades; physical, emotional, finically and psychological. I don’t know a better way to say this: love NEVER hurts. Manipulation does. There should never be a time or an incidence in your relationship where you feel the “need” to get violent. NEVER. NO EXCUSE. No one can tell me differently. I don’t want to hear, “it was only one time”, “what if I served it”. ” shit happens”, ” it was an accident”. All of these are nothing but pathetic lies to cover up the ugly truth. If you are a victim of DV, I urge you to seek help immediately. You don’t have to be alone. If you feel stuck, reach out to me. I have plenty of resources. Just know that you are not by yourself; there are people that can help you and your family. It will take time to build your moral strength to finally comprehend that YOU matter.
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Ok, soooooooo I’ve been in in the Big Apple for almost 9 months and I’ve had the opportunity to soak what New York has to offer. It just so happened that I have not returned to my home town of Buffalo, NY since I relocated. There are different reasons, I haven’t went back to visit family and friends; but I think it was a sign from Heaven that I have stayed put. I needed to take my time to learn and adapt to my new surrounding;and i didn’t want any interference from home sickness to cloud my judgement. Even so, I am true and loyal to the Queen City. In honor of The City of Good Neighbors, I have devised a list making Buffalo a reason to still be one of the best on the map.
I hate that food is the first, but I cannot hide the truth. Buffalo has some of the BEST restaurants for every taste bud. Everything from Greek, to Thai, Buffalo houses the best food on Earth. Some may say that Buffalo may have one of the highest population of obesity, and i may have to agree. In my book, eating is a pastime. Enjoying incredible cuisines will definitely put pounds on the hips. What I love is when it is warm enough, you can smell the aroma from the backward BBQ’s in EVERY neighborhood. Of course, the wings are what Buffalo is known for the most. We can argue about who has the best wings, but since this is MY blog I will put my claim in: LaNova’s, Caputi’s, and Duff’s are some of my choices. What are some of your favorites?
2. Real Estate
I am at a point in my life where I am looking to invest in some property. The shocking revelation was the HUGE difference in property value in homes. Seeing the vast contrasts in real estate in both NYC and Buffalo, did I realize what I took for granted. A modest home in a modest neighborhood in NYC can cost anywhere between $400k-$600k. Never in my wildest dreams would I associate a 1000 sq ft home with those figures. In Buffalo, your dollar goes a longer way. According to the US Census Bureau, homeowners in Western New York paid 34 percent less than the national average for their homes and 17 percent less for mortgages than those around the country. The assessments are accurate and truth be told, Buffalo has really beautiful property. Do you love your home you live in?
Unwavering sport fans
Alright, it is no secret that Buffalo has sport teams that have proven to be disappointing….downright embarrassing. Nevertheless, there is NO other city that has fans that exhibits tremendous love for Buffalo. It is an unspoken fact that when there is a home hockey or football game, the city is a ghost town. Why you ask?? Because either people are the stadium enjoying the game, at a local bar or pub, or hosting a party in their own living room. It really doesn’t matter if the team wins…it will certainly be a victory, but the real enjoyment comes from the drinking, shouting, dancing, drinking, showing off the new jersey and drinking. 🙂 Have you ever had the pleasure of going to a Buffalo Bills game?
I know Buffalo is know for the harshest of winters; with even that being said, the city still presents each and every season change. I have always appreciated cities that have consistent warm weather; places such as San Diego. But Mother Nature has blessed Western New York with Winter, Spring, Summer and Autumn…which is rare in some cities. Whether its skiing at Kissing Bridge, picking flowers in Delaware Park, enjoying a crisp night at Hamburg’s Haunted Hayride or spending a hot Saturday afternoon at Allentown Art Festival, there are activities for every liking. What do you like best about the seasons in Western New York?
I have spent my entire life in Buffalo, NY, and I will defend my city to anyone who decides to make disses. There are infinite reasons to stay, live and grow in that incredible town. There is something about being born and raised in a place with that has tremendous character, tradition and acceptance. What do you love most about your hometown?
Today I downloaded “Twelve Years a Slave” by Solomon Northrop onto my NOOK. It also has five additional american slave narratives : “Life of Frederick Douglass”, “Up From Slavery”, “Life of Josiah Henson”, “Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl” & “Uncle Tom’s Cabin”. Needless to say, I am thrilled to dig into 1250 pages worth of rich history. Ever since college, I’ve been so intrigued by African American narratives. Maybe it is because African Americans weren’t allowed to have an opinion let alone put their story in print. I appreciate first-hand pieces. My imagination runs away from the page and into the mind of the writer. I cannot wait to fill you in. I prefer to read the book first before I see it on the silver screen. If you seen the movie already, let me know what you think…..without giving away the surprises 😉
- Story of Solomon Northup, documented in film and books, has ties to area (poststar.com)
- Why I Did Not Want to See “12 Years a Slave” (daratmathis.wordpress.com)
- Solomon Northup (abagond.wordpress.com)
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